This is beautiful.

This is beautiful.

1:25am
Reblogged from hopeliesinwait
mhm..

mhm..

(Source: rainbow-of-blood)

(Source: lovely-ellie)

Everyone always fucking leaves.

I don’t understand why i’m always the one making an attempt to talk to people. Why do people hate me? Like, why do I never have someone trying to talk to me for once? I feel so useless and I just want to cry my eyes out. I need to cut so badly right now and I can’t and i’m getting disgusting anxiety over it. I just want to take these pills and go to sleep and try to never wake up. I don’t care how whiny I sound right now, this is exactly how I feel. I just wish I would either die or everything would get better. I can’t handle these emotions anymore.

Please, someone talk to me and help me out of this.

Parents:What are you actually doing on that computer all day?
Me:Nothing, ehh, just ..facebook and stuff...
Me:I actually run a depressive black and white blog and I blog about how ugly I am and how I want to die.
12:36am
Reblogged from painkeepsmesane
dont-let-it-break-you:

this is so triggering 

SO TRIGGERING.

dont-let-it-break-you:

this is so triggering 

SO TRIGGERING.

(Source: theskinny-minnies)

12:35am
Reblogged from painkeepsmesane
I miss these kind of cuts. The fear of it not stopping? The adrenaline from the blade running across your skin. UGH.  fml.

I miss these kind of cuts. The fear of it not stopping? The adrenaline from the blade running across your skin. UGH.  fml.

(Source: chaosandscars)

12:29am
Reblogged from painkeepsmesane
spookyandwithdrawn:

Sometimes I look at these old pictures and wonder…”did I really do that?”

spookyandwithdrawn:

Sometimes I look at these old pictures and wonder…”did I really do that?”

12:21am
Reblogged from painkeepsmesane
painkeepsmesane:

Couple days old but still so red

It’s so bad that I miss my arms looking like this. I wish I was still able to hide my arms so easily because I loved when my arms looked like this. Ugh. I miss being able to cut in peace and without suspicions :(

painkeepsmesane:

Couple days old but still so red

It’s so bad that I miss my arms looking like this. I wish I was still able to hide my arms so easily because I loved when my arms looked like this. Ugh. I miss being able to cut in peace and without suspicions :(

This makes me want to slice the fuck out of my arm. Fuck you summer, and not allowing me to rip my arms open -_-

This makes me want to slice the fuck out of my arm. Fuck you summer, and not allowing me to rip my arms open -_-

(Source: emaciaate)

5:45am
Reblogged from fuckedd---up

(Source: a-cut-a-day)

5:45am
Reblogged from fuckedd---up