(Source: lovely-ellie)
I don’t understand why i’m always the one making an attempt to talk to people. Why do people hate me? Like, why do I never have someone trying to talk to me for once? I feel so useless and I just want to cry my eyes out. I need to cut so badly right now and I can’t and i’m getting disgusting anxiety over it. I just want to take these pills and go to sleep and try to never wake up. I don’t care how whiny I sound right now, this is exactly how I feel. I just wish I would either die or everything would get better. I can’t handle these emotions anymore.
Please, someone talk to me and help me out of this.
| Parents: | What are you actually doing on that computer all day? |
| Me: | Nothing, ehh, just ..facebook and stuff... |
| Me: | I actually run a depressive black and white blog and I blog about how ugly I am and how I want to die. |
I miss these kind of cuts. The fear of it not stopping? The adrenaline from the blade running across your skin. UGH. fml.
(Source: chaosandscars)
This makes me want to slice the fuck out of my arm. Fuck you summer, and not allowing me to rip my arms open -_-
(Source: emaciaate)
(Source: a-cut-a-day)




